THE FUTURE IS inevitable. that bella swan has upturned most of his plans is INCREDIBLE, if only because he doesn’t even MIND. he thinks of his many dreams over the years ( JUILLIARD, the army, getting as FAR away from his father as he can ) ;; he sees bella not as a DETERRENT, but merely as an ADDITION to his plans, a bright beacon of hope, motivation, LOVE.
she sounds CONCERNED, the question a QUIET warble betwixt soft lips, and he only wishes to assure her. PARENTHOOD? he thinks of his mother, all flaming hair and KIND eyes – ‘ will you play something for me, my love? you know that i love listening to you PRACTICE. ’. but then, he hears his FATHER, sees a spiteful and selfish man ( ‘don’t be STUPID, edward. you can’t make money as a MUSICIAN. would you DISGRACE my name like that? ’ ), and he frowns. “ NO. i … can’t imagine being a father. i think i would be too AFRAID of becoming like MINE. ”